the calm before the storm.
befitting, as it appears on the first day of the "new" year.
spent the entire day wandering around my brain, searching for familiar landmarks, doing my best to avoid murky corners. i hate this place (and i love this place). everything i thought i knew...fades. everything i need to know...glows. dread and delight. i suppose it's some twisted form of balance. my spirit's way of cautioning me. god's proverbial tug on the tail of my shirt. perhaps, today was just a detox of 2012. i am low-key excited about things soon to come. thus, this isn't depression that you see, it's release.
settle, sometimes solemn, but ultimately soothing...release.